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Well, I hit the big 25 today. Quarter of a century gone.

I don't have a 'whole' lot to show for it, other than a few piercings and now a permanent marker of a monumental time in my life on my arm. The most important thing is that after this much time I have some really great friends, I have a nice job, a great place to live, and family that loves me (even though I suck cock). As lame as it sounds, I also have a family of people online that have been there to help me through the rough times in my journey, and I just want to send out some thanks. For those of you who know me well, you know who you are. *big hugs 'n kisses*

I also know that I've done some REALLY fucked up things in my life, and I've hurt some people as well, and pissed some off. To those of you that I've wronged, I want to take this time to apologize for my behavior, for whatever reason, and for whatever it was that I did. I want to take the time and put some effort into attempting to fix things. And if things can't be fixed, then I've done my part, and it's on your head now.

Ghees I hate birthdays, they're too full of epiphanies and junk. Did I spell that right? lol I don't care.

I also started "The Patch" today. I'm finally gonna own up and quit smoking, starting today. It's been 7 years since I started, and I've quit a couple of times throughout, but this time it's permanent. The patch sucks ass though, it's making my skin all red and stuff. But that's not too surprising, I mean it's pumping like 21mg of pure nicotine directly into your system over a period of 16 to 24 hours. I really do hope this helps 'cause I need it!

Well, there's my birthday update. All my co-workers are too busy having fun to be working, so I might as well go join them and not do any work! :D Take care. *hugs*

L

Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within

Well, so much for voting for Kerry. What a tard. Looks like "big ears" is gonna win again. Maybe he'll fuck the economy up even more in the next 4 years! :D I'm just glad all this shit is over with....I'm so sick of the campaigning, the lies, the promises, and more importantly after another week or so, you pretty much won't hear anything else about it on the news. 'cept CNN, but they really don't have anything else to talk about. Only 4 more years, and we 'shouldn't have to worry about another Bush in office for decades. THANK GOD. That gives me time enough to prepare my citizenship papers to Scotland. lol

So.....I did it! Went last night and got my tattoo. Man did that feel weird. It wasn't like a pain....it was more of an annoying sensation, but in repetition for like 45 minutes. After it was all said and done, it more or less feels like a sunburn, which he said it would. So it's just a very minor amount of pain, nothing unbearable. Luckily it will only take 10 days to heal. Woohoo! I'll post pics tonight (or you can see me on iSpQ) since I got to take the bandage off this morning. That sucked 'cause he put Vaseline over it so the gauze wouldn't stick to the tattoo, but it did anyways, so peeling it off this morning was a little painful. *doh*

I have a busy day ahead of me today, so I'll be on and off. *hugs*

L

Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: Usher ft Lil' Jon & Ludacris - Yeah!

I hope more people than myself feel like crap on Monday morning, especially after having a pretty decent weekend. I don't mean that in a mean way, I meant the whole "groggy" factor.

Friday - Went out to dinner with my friends Ron and Rob from Riverside. They're really good people. We went to Claim Jumper.....OMG! It's like.....fatboy heaven! I can't believe I've never been there before. *slaps forehead* After that we got pretty toasty at Club Chub Long Beach. The evening was pretty good 'cept for (of course) that ONE DJ that just fucks everything up for everyone. I enjoy CC, but sometimes I really, really, really question who they hire as DJ's. I'm not saying I could do a better job, but Christ, someone can. I was kinda weirded out a little, I got hit on by 2 chasers. They were dressed up as cowboys (or rednecks?), and I was just minding my own business and I got hit on. Ugh. Have I gotten that fat? Apparently so, I was told like 3 times that night that I'd gained weight. :|

Saturday - Woke up in a cleaning frenzy. Almost frothing at the mouth. I made the entire kitchen sparkle....my roommate Bert almost shit himself. I was even tempted to go to Homo Depot and buy some paint and just paint the fucker, God knows it needs it. (Ok well it doesn't, but everything needs new paint.) Hung out with some of my straight friends for like....almost 10 hours (oy) after 3PM, we just hung out, drank, played XBox. It was all good, I showed off my bad ass character in Fable.

Sunday - Went out for breakfast with Bert that morning to some Pantry place (forgot the name) and had a "San Francisco Joe" omelet. It has spinach, ground beef, 3 eggs, onions, and cheddar cheese in it. Eh, it was alright. They forgot the onions, and the spinach left the whole thing completely void of flavor. Good thing there was Tabasco sauce and sour cream. :) Went home, wanked a few times (hehe), then went to the grocery store. Bert, Ken and made a BOMB ass dinner last night 'cause it was Ken's last night in the house. Bert made Chicken Marsala (sp?), I made my famous Garlic Mashed Potatoes, and Ken made the Iceberg Salad and Pumpkin Pie. It was soooo good. We handed out candy to the little shitheads that came up to the house, but around 8:30 we closed the door, ate, then watched Clueless and played Dominos. A good time was had by all. I'll miss Ken being around, but I'll be happy when all his stuff is gone so I can move back into my original room. :D

Today's the day. I'm going to get my tattoo. Providing everything works out ok on the parlor's end. Seeing as how I don't have that much to do today, I'll be looking around for places to go and try to get some quotes. I'm kinda nervous about getting one, but at the same time.....I survived getting my nipples pierced, so getting a tattoo shouldn't be that much of a deal.

I'm gonna go pretend to work. Hasta! *hugs*

L

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Enigma - The Screen Behind The Mirror (Full Album)

Yo my peeps. Kurt won't fucking leave me alone 'till I update my journal, so here I am. I'm listening to Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent just to piss her off even more. :)

Just hanging out, I think this is like day....5(?) for me in LA. It's going great so far. Uh...I haven't started looking for a job yet...but um....I will tomorrow. Promise. *snicker* SO...

I haven't seen any 'super' big stars yet, or at least ones I give a shit about. (Where the HELL is Kevin James?!) People in LA drive like maniacs, I won't ever drive here. Ok, I'm done ranting now.

As another music update, go download (did I say download? I meant go BUY) Evanescence - Going Under. It's a SWEET ass song, and the video rox0rs. Ok I'm tired of typing, I'm up out. Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

L

Ok I know I haven't updated in a while. Sue me. I just moved to Los Angeles tho! I actually moved on Monday, but I'm just now getting around to updating my journal. Everything is tight, so far, just need a job now. Maybe I should wander down to Santa Monica Blvd.............nah. So far I've met a few of my friends from online, and some that I've already met before (mainly the ever cute Gabe and fucka tight Jarrett).

For those of you that don't know what "fucka" is, it's like "hella", but with 'tude. My ex-roommate from SF and I got tired of all these little 14 year old asian girls saying "dude that's hella cool" or the upcoming "hecka". So we created "fucka" and actually got a few people hooked on saying it, it was pretty pimp.

So anyways back to rambling on and on about L.A. My building has a workout room, so I'm gonna start getting my workout on every day.....if I can quit being lazy. I'm loving it so far, I just hope L.A. treats me a lot better than San Francisco did *flips SF off*. Ok, so I'm heading out now, so I hope to update my journal every day or at least every other day. I need to make some new rules for life, but we'll start small with Live Journal. :) Adios muchachos (or however the fuck you spell that shit)!

Damn journal...misplaced my password so I gotta re-write the entire entry! (Too bad it was long and depressing...)

Ok so it's been a while since I updated. Things have been really REALLY shitty lately. I don't feel like reprinting the entire thing, but I guess all I wanted to say...would be giving a huge apology to someone I know that lives in L.A. about a couple of weeks ago. I missed seeing him when he was here in SF and I guess it put a big dent in the "getting to know you" stage. He's prolly moved on by now, so I guess I deserve that.

Ok, back to your regularly scheduled cheery journal entry. :)

L

Ok...like...first of all, thanks to hella cute Gabe for hooking me up with this. It's been years since I've kept a journal. Well, not one that people can read all the time anyways. So...uh...anyways.

I gotta wake up in the morning and find a job. This living in SF thing without a job so totally sucks. I haven't eaten since Tuesday. :( It's late, so I have to get in bed soon or Gabe will kick my ass. And....there's that job hunting thing. Oh yeah, have to update my resume too. Whee, what fun. Oh well.

L